When the women have to wear certain clothes, have to act certain ways in the men presence, have to lower their voice because voice can arouse men, these questions keep popping in my head:
Why do the Muslim women have to go all the way to fit Muslim men's need?
Are the Muslim men really that weak, they have to opress women in order to achieve their higher level?
I didn't get the answer that have made me said: Okay I can deal with that. Instead I was told, they are all God's words. God has reason to lay down these rules. Or I was asked to say Shahadah because the questions I ask are Gods words. I was told: You don't questions God's words. My question again: Why did you make God sounds like a dictator when the Creator He is not? Astaghfirullah, the ustaz said.
But you said and all the Muslims say, God is the most Mercifull, God is Maha Adil? God is Forgiving, God is Understanding, so does He to be angry when all I do is wondering and asking questions? How am I supposed to learn if I'm not allowed to ask question?
I cannot accept every single word you say just because you're an Ustaz. You're a human being like I am too.
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